Comatose

I hate feeling like this
I'm so tired of trying to fight this
I'm asleep and all I dream of is waking to you
Tell me that you will listen
Your touch is what i'm missing
And the more I hide I realize I'm slowly losing you

Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you
I don't wanna live, I dont wanna breathe
'Less I feel you next to me
You take the pain I feel
Waking up to you never felt so real
I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream
'Cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way you make me feel
Waking up to you never felt so real

I hate living without you
Dead wrong to ever doubt you
But my demons lay in waiting
Tempting me away
Oh how I adore you
Oh how I thirst for you
Oh how I need you

Breathing life
Waking up
My eyes open up

Comatose
I'll never wake up without an overdose of you
I don't wanna live, I dont wanna breathe
'Less I feel you next to me
You take the pain I feel
Waking up to You never felt so real
I don't wanna sleep, I don't wanna dream
'Cause my dreams don't comfort me
The way you make me feel
Waking up to you never felt so real
Oh how I adore you
Waking up to you never felt so real
Oh how I thirst for you
Waking up to you never felt so real
Oh how I adore you
The way you make me feel
Waking up to you never felt so real

Do you really?

I know you guys don't believe that i'm really sick right? Cause if really sick how come can go watch movie? Maybe that's just what my dad thinks but I KNOW at least ONE of you! Yes, you. You don't believe that i'm sick do you? You don't believe that i almost puked my heart out in the morning do you? You don't believe that my stomach hurts to the point where i can't sleep yesterday night do you? Okay, so if i'm really sick, why can go watch movie? Cause... I ate after i went to the doctors, then i felt a lil bit better so i went to watch... I mean movie whuat. Just sit down there and see. It's not like i went to climb a fucking mountain. Would you believe me if i said i was bearing with the pain while i'm watching? Would you believe me if i said i came home and puked even more? Would you?

Actually i can't really blame you guys right? I mean after all the "parent letters" and my rant about how much i fucking hate school. When i'm absent you guys are probably like: "Aiya. Surely is lazy to come." or "Aiya, oversleep lorh." or sometimes you guys don't even bother. Manzx. I fucked it up myself. Haha. Screw it. Can i be like in a coma and only wake up like 5 years later? Please?

Put salt on my wound lol!

Hey. I'm sick... Like this time it's for real. Not just i'm tired loL! Puking out everything i've eaten -.- But somehow, i still feel like energetic! Except that my stomach feels very uncomfortable... My brother brought me to the polyclinic in the morning! So nice of him right! Haha. Is she pon school then nothing better to do then accompany me one. HAHA!! But still thanks anyways!! Then went to watch Salt with him!!!! IT WAS BLOODY AWESOME. I kinda don't like the ending tho... LET IT CONTINUE. Don't let it hang there? My brother say nowadays de movie alot de ending is like that one... Like he say Inception and The Last Airbender also liddat... Pssh!! Angelina Jolie was freaking sexy... especially with the black hair! Awesomezx. And i'm seriously in love with this part

My name is Evelyn Salt.

Then you are a russian spy.

SO BLOODY AWESOMEE. Next time i'm just gonna go up to you guys and say "My name is Evelyn Salt" then you guys must reply me horr!! HAHAHA. Kay. BYEE

Oh p.s I officially hate Lily Allen until i don't wanna hate liao. DIE BITCH!! DIEE. If you like her then i'm sorry. We really can't be friends anymore... We just can't...

Yessaaaaaaa. Happy is Jasmin!!!

THE VIDEO FOR TEENAGE DREAM IS FINALLY OUT. It's so... wow... KATY PERRY LOOKS FUCKING SEXYY. As usual... Gawd... Is it even possible for someone to be so purrfect? I guess it is... That guy in the video and russell brand are very lucky... Extremely... Lucky... Guys... If Russell Brand ever cheats on Katy Perry, i seriously don't know what the fuck is wrong with him LOL! I mean you already have Katy Perry!! IT'S KATY. PERRY. Why the hell would you need anyone else right? Gahhh. So in love T.T Can't stop replaying the video lol...

The way you turn me on~ I can't sleep~ Let's run away and don't ever look back, don't ever look backkkkk~

Omg. Adam Levine's maths was super horrible during his high school years!! He also didn't like school and he was totally just wanna go into his music career. Then, his maths teacher knew about it and told him that he would give him a C+ for his maths final exam no matter how bad he did cuz he really needed that to pass his high school. So awesome right!? So during the exam, he left the paper completely blank lol! He say even if he tried, he also don't know how to do lol! So instead, he wrote a letter at the back of the paper for his maths teacher telling him he won't regret it In the end, really got C+ leh! What the hell. But the teacher really didn't regret it anyways. Adam ish now famous ^^ And the teacher also went to his concert before. So cool!!!!!

Circle the drain.

Another song from wifey's album has been releasedddd!! Listening to it while posting this... EH I heard the f word. LOL. She sounded so fierce when she said it. Woah. OMG I HEARD IT AGAIN. And againnn. Wow. The song is well... to me of course it's nice larh. So... i don't know. Cannot wait for the album larhh. Faster release release!

I just might do some homework today. And by some i mean ONE. lol! Hey sorry larh... But disney channel is showing movie marathon? Like what the helllll. I'm tryna concentrate here. Haha.

I'm not sure but let's just assume it is to make me feel a lil better. Haha!! I love you you you you you!

Wow.

Anyways. The song Lost completely depicts how i'm feeling right now... Sighh. Lol moodswings again. Psshh. I feel... so... lost... and wasted... from all those junk food... Oh god...

b o r e d a s f u c k

Did i ever mention i have twitter and tumblr? I don't post on tumblr anyways... I just reblog stuff once in awhile... lollll. Just thought i'd say this... I'M SO BOREDDD. My twitter username is lexythepink btw... tumblr also same.................................. lollllllllllllll im so boredd.

OMG AND YAH SEVENTH MONTH LERH. GAWD. SCARY?! Somemore they say this year one extra fierce.... Manzx... I wanna hug you naozx. Hughughughug. -forcefully hugs you in my imagination- OMG YAH AND ALSO. Disney channel got this show they kidnap their idols. SO COOL. I wanna kidnap katy p too ^^ I won't torture her of course. I will love her~~~ and make her love me~ by force. WAHAHAHA. Evil sia. Kidding larh. But seriously tho... Wouldn't that be awesome? Totally worth it to get death sentence or whatever if i get caught lol!

KAY BYE

not about katy perry lolol

I realise that... my previous posts is like... all related to Katy Perry... I'm so sorry!!! loL! But there really isn't much going on right now... I realise i have alot of undone homework.... Like veryvery overdue kind. Lol! Especially for literature... and uhhh chemistry? I'm hopeless. Totally no hope in passing o level. LOL.

If i drop out whhat will happen uh? I mean... I don't wanna... I mean okay so even if i studied my arse out, get into poly, study again, get into uni, studystudy and then get a job. Then workworkwork and die. That sounds horrible... I don't wanna live like that...!! Okay so if i drop out, no certificate whatever shit, then get low pay job? then life very horrible also? LOL. I can't seem to see any good things -.- Too much of my fantasy world i guess? OMG I WANT THIS SHOE.

LOL okay that was random. BYEEE.

It's so hard to resist you when you look me in the eyes~

I don't get why people always assume that the first thing i look at when i see Katy Perry is her bewbs. I know i'm a pervert at times but not this!! The first thing i look at is course her face! Her eyes... Are just... Beautiful!! Gorgeous... That big blue smoky pair of eyes just completely hypnotize me and i completely forget about everything else. When i look at pictures of her, i'm not staring at her chest okay! I'm staring right into her eyes... She's staring right into my soul...

TCA!!

GAWD. THE TEEN CHOICE AWARDS IS OVER. WHEN SINGAPORE GONNA SHOW?!?!? DUN TELL ME SHOW ALREADY. I CHECK THE GUIDE DON'T HAVE OKAYYY. OKAY WAIT. JESSICA ASK ME GOOGLE IT. KAY WAITTT. I KNOW IT'S ON FOX!! I HAVE FOX!! BUT WHEN?! WHEN WHEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE TO FUCKING WATCH ITTTT KATY PERRY IS FUCKING HOSTING + PERFORMING LIKE OMGWTFBBQSAUCE. SHITTTTTTT. Ohbtw, she won 2 awards! Both for her single "California Gurls" yo! Selena Gomez won 4 sia. Good for you guys. Okay now back to MY GOD WHEN THE HELL IS IT GONNA FASDJASKDJ SHOWWW. I WANNA WATCH IT I'M SO ASODKASDKAL KDASDKLADAS NOWWW!!! GAHHHHHHHHHHHHH. DAMN YOU SINGAPORE. DAMN YOUU UI2UEODJAK D92

my eyes kinda hurt after reading what i just typed above. i'm sorry if your eyes hurt too. lol! KAY BYE

EH BTW. My mum went malaysia just now and saw my nike free run shoes. She say it's 360bucks? around there larh. HAHA SO CHEAP SIOL. I CAN FUCKING BUY ONE FOR THE WHOLE SCHOOL!!! CHEAP UNTIL MY MUM NOT ENOUGH MONEY TO BUY SIOLLLLLLL. Good job. Good good gooooooddddddd.

My teenage dreammm~

Have i ever mentioned that Katy Perry is actually very flexible? LOL! No shit! Like seriously! She can bend here bend there and then the dances in California Gurls. She do the ~~ thingy with her body. She did that during Singfest too! So fucking sexy. I wanna build a fort out of sheets with you.

GOodnightzx~

Lost

I’m out on my own again
Face down in the porcelain
Feeling so high but looking so low
Party favors on the floor
Group of girls banging on the door
So many new fair-weather friends

Have you ever been so lost
Know the way and still so lost

Caught in the eye of a hurricane
Slowly waving goodbye like a pageant parade
So sick of this town pulling me down
My mother says I should come back home but
Can’t find the way cause the way is gone
So if I pray am I just sending words into outer space

Have you ever been so lost
Know the way and still so lost
Another night waiting for someone to take me home
Have you ever been so lost

Is there a light
Is there a light
At the end of the road
I’m pushing everyone away
‘Cause I can’t feel this anymore
Can’t feel this anymore

Have you ever been so lost
Know the way and still so lost
Another night waiting for someone to take me home
Have you ever been so lost
Have you ever been so lost

Another amazing song by Katy Perry! She sang this during Singfest and it was beautiful... It was like so emotional sia. The picture above is taken from when she sang the song! So sad. I hate seeing wifey sad ): Don't worry! You're not lost anymore. You're at the top of the world nao! I love youu!

NOOOOOO

Once again... Xinmsn has failed. THAT IS NOT DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES FOR CRYING OUT LOUDDD! IT'S ENTERTAINMENT ON 5!! AND KATY PERRY IS ON ITTT!! LOL. Okay paiseh ahh... But... KATY PERRY IS NOT A DESPERATE HOUSEWIFE LOL!


Okay gonna go play xbox naozx. Baibai.

GO KATY PERRRYYYYY!!!

lol lame much!!

I think Katy Perry and L4D has really gotten into my head... I had a dream about themm niaaa. The Katy Perry part was... abit wrong :/ So i shall not elaborate much here! THIS PICTURE OF HER IS SO CUTE BTW. Okay anyways, the dream started with me just sitting at this photoshoot thing? Then infront of me was KATY PERRY! YAYYYY. She was doing some photoshoot thing and she's wearing a bikini with a real cat. LOL. Like a real cat. The cat was like crawling all over her and stuff... Thennn she did something that i'm not gonna say and then the dream suddenly skipped to me at this warehouse?

There was like guns and bombs and stuff like the stuffs in the L4D game and i was using a shotgun!! Then was running around with tons of other people then we went into a room and there was TONS OF SPITTERS. DAMN SIA. THEY'RE SO FUGLY. Somemore got damn lots sia!! Coming from all directions!!! But i managed to kill them tho (Y) Then kill until halfway i found this lady hiding in the closet? She's preettyyy and she likes me o.o Like seriously!! She gave me her number and she hide back into the closet? Okay random. Then run run run until a place got alot of hunters!! WTF. How is that even possible!! Like there was a window and hunters were just jumping in like maaaaadddd. Scary shit. Then again, somehow i managed it!! Then the ending was like... wtf... We walk walk walk then heard a witch's cry....

My god sia!! But i didn't get to see her tho... My mum woke me up >=( Pssh. Party pooper xD Now my hand itchy to play game again.. SHOOTZX!

I HAVEN WRITE TESTIMONIAL. DEADLINE TODAY!!! I NEED HELP!! Somebody? Anybody? Help me T.T

when it rains, it pours eh? fml.

So bloody irritated right now. Every small little fucking thing is pissing me off. Gawd. I hate so many things right now. I hate my family. At this rate you guys are going, why not you guys just fucking get a divorce huh? It wouldn't make any fucking difference. I hate the tv. There's no fucking shows to watch on weekends. I hate this fucking chair i'm sitting on. I want those bean bag things. I hate school and i hate how this freaking world works!! FUCK THIS SHIT!!! But i still love Katy Perry and you tho... Hahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. GAHHHHH I FEEL LIKE PULLING MY HAIR OUT. WHERE THE FUCK IS MY EZLINKKK. Lost it again. Shitzxxxxx. Dearest Jasmin Goh, you're an idiot you know? A big fucking idiot. Go bang the wall please.

I'm sorry that you have to read vulgarities when you see my blog... I mean you're not like reading it out but you're reading it in your mind and you're reading the vulgarities in your mind and thus your mind will be filled with vulgarities. I'm really really sorry. (L)

I didn't feel the fairytale feeling

If stars don't align,
If it doesn't stop time,
If you can't see the sign,
Wait for it.

infect me with your love~

Crap. I got 2 cuts on my lips!! Now become ulcer liao. Wahliew. Pain siol... Somemore it's on both sides of my lower lip... How did i get it? Well... Katy Perry did this to me. HAHA! The result of me and her... making out. I don't know what i'm saying now... SO bloody tired T.T Not thinking straight and somemore listening to Katy Perry songs. WEEEE. GOODNIGHTTT!!

I want you, Katy Perry. I haz sudden craving to play badminton but i'm SOOOO tired right now. Kay GOODNIGHT AGAIN!!

Oh and i dunno which picture have i not posted or posted before... So if got like repeat de picture please pardon me larh... Katy Perry overloaded!! kkk i should shut up. For the last last time, GOODNIGHTT

Jealousy killed the katycat

Just saw the 30 seconds preview of the video for Teenage Dream... The guy in the video very lucky leh... Wahlao... Russell Brand is even luckier. Aiya, anyone close to her like her best friend and her friend is lucky luh... They must have done something awesome in their previous life to have a chance to be with someone so awesome in this life... Good for you guys. Good for youuuu